


After a miscarriage, I became pregnant again and gave birth to my daughter in January 2019. The pregnancy was very good and I was able to really enjoy this time in my life. The birth at term also went well. However, my stay on the postpartum ward was already very exhausting; there were too many visitors and breastfeeding wasn't going well either. In these first days of my motherhood, I already sensed that I wasn't doing well, but at that time I didn't yet know that I would experience a terrible descent into hell.
I hope that my story can help other people going through something similar. I advise you: come out of the silence, dare to talk about what you think and feel! You are not alone, it is very painful, but with the right help, you can get out of it.
And never forget that after the storm, the sun always comes back, stronger, more beautiful and much brighter 😊